I have no idea what to do. My mother has suddenly begun to hate my best friend for multiple reasons. Apparently, she (the best friend) is disrespectful and eats too much for our budget and my mother just can't handle it either and doesn't understand why I want to spend multiple days together with her (she lives 45 min away) and she stay here too. She's never had a best friend like I have and doesn't understand our friendship. She had a sister that she never got along with (to this day too) and I'm an only child, so I view my friend as a sister, almost a twin. I can't explain it to my mother either, so I have no idea what to do.
Lovely.

Fuck

Just did the tallies on the cash I'm going to have to somehow get for my Rima Cosplay for '09. It is NOT good. It is so not good that my stomach is actually hurting =[

It is 200.00 right now. Hopefully, the "NEW" shoes that I found will become discounted by the time I need them. The outfit, I know, will never be discounted, unless I look on eBay. Looks like I'm going to have to keep on checking the prices non-stop until it comes...oh joy.

I still want to cosplay as Rima, but I still have other shit to do, you know? Ugh, I need some tea to calm myself. 'Rentals are coming home soon, so I need top start doing something productive.

I'm going to cry or puke. Don't know which first.

So, for ACen 09 I am going to cosplay as Rima from Vampire Knight. Good thing I have Christmas and birthday money to spend on it =] So, to make this easier for my parents to swallow (they aren't too keen on the idea) I decided to put up the amount of cash I need for each object (I am still have trouble with the shoes >[)

Outfit: $96.00

Socks: $3.99

Shoes: ???

So, currently, I'm looking at about $150.00 roughly (definitely over $100.00)

Yikes...

Although it seems odd to have an actor earn an Oscar despite the fact he is deceased, I do believe that Heath Ledger played an exceptional Joker in DK. It was a mind-blowing performance and deserves an Oscar.

My electronic pet would resemble a black panther. I think they are such brilliant, beautiful, magnificent creatures, but I would never want to keep one in captivity, so to have an electronic one would be fantastic!

In reality, I was named after two of my great-grandfathers on my fathers side, who I had never met, but I constantly hear about whenever there are family celebrations and there are pictures of both on them in my grandmother's and aunt's houses. They seem pretty cool through what I've seen and heard of them, but other than that, my name history isn't very interesting.

Seeing as how I am about to move into my new bedroom, I decided to clean out my current bedroom and I found an authentic Louis Vuitton clutch that I was given as a Christmas gift from my aunt two years ago. It is still in it's pouch and has been untouched for two years. The unfortunate thing is that I cannot find the bag at all (as I would expect due to how old it is and how much fashion changes) and I do not know how much to sell it for because, let's face it, I'm not one who loves Louis Vuitton or Coach or any high-profile designers in general.
As greedy as it may seem, I don't just want to give it away. I want some money for it, mainly because I know I can get a good amount for it, seeing as how it is authentic and untouched. I have no idea what to do and I don't want to keep this for another two, three, maybe even four years. The more space, the better, even if it is Louis Vuitton.

I've been extra busy these past two weeks working on my novels. I am nearly done with one (including the long editing process -_-) and almost done with another, but recently I feel dissuaded to go on. I feel as if I am wasting my time. I don't know why. I've had great feedback from the other editor of the story (the only one I let read, who happens to be a blunt teacher of mine), but that seems to be meaningless to me now. I love this story and I am even in the works of a sequel, but how can I possibly manage to write a sequel when I am barely finishing the first book? Everything just seems so...disappointing and I am always in a pessimistic mood, which later turns into a depressed one. I cannot confide in anyone because I fear vulnerability. Not even my beloved Miyavi can get me out of this slump, which is a rarity because his music always seems to put me in good mood. I feel...pathetic because I have no reason to feel this way and I am considering myself as weak, which does not help the situation (I am also considering a shrink, seeing as how it looks like I might need one)

Hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day.

The idea has been taken from a friend and supported by another, so I've decided to finally do it. Seeing as how I want way too many things and do not have the money to get it and my father is stingy when it comes to giving me my hard earned money (*shakes fist* You'll see! You'll see what it is like without me!)I have decided to make a list of everything I want and it's price! Sounds easy, but it isn't, especially because I want a lot of things, mainly manga, movies, games, etc. It kind of gets depressing when you realize you can't get any of them until later! I'm not a good window shopper at all!

My List (as of now it is very generalized and priceless because I do not want to do the work now, which will most likely become a problem later on):

Ouran High School Host Club- manga volumes 1-10 and the anime when it comes out OCTOBER 28th!!!!!! Heck yes!

Bleach- manga, but most likely anime after the Bount Arc is done and the actual non-filler episodes come out on DVD

Naruto- manga, starting from Volume 29 (so it's be Shippuden)

PS3

World of Warcraft

Guild Wars

Rise of Nations

Devil May Cry 4

Naruto Ultimate Ninja 3

Jak 3


This is random, I know, but I hope it'll help me =]

I love sports cars! Love 'em! And the two that I am absolutely in love, currently, are the Saturn Sky and the Nissan 350Z (although the Z line of Nissan is pretty damn good and not limited to the 350Z) so, which is better looks wise? I've done all my research involving miles, transmission, etc, but I want to know which one looks better because they are both hot to me. So, which is better:

The Saturn Sky-





The Nissan 350Z-

Pride & Prejudice always gets me! I attempted to read the novel (and got quite far), but I never had the time to finish it and enjoy it as the classic it really is. But I have seen the movie, starring Keira Knightley, plenty of times to realize that the movie is one of the few movies that actually brings me to tears more than twice throughout its length. I am not one who cries often. I hate crying because it makes me feel weak, but with this movie I just can't stop! I don't understand why either. Is it because Elizabeth Bennet is such a strong-willed character, like myself, that I connect more with the story, therefore almost feeling exactly what Jane Austen (And the directors/actors of course) wanted her readers to feel? Well, bravo!, you've certainly done your job.

The movie (and novel!) are excellent, but I truly want to know the reason why it continues to pull at my heartstrings every time I watch it. I could watch it twice in a row and still cry at the same parts, even though I know what's going to happen! Why?! I know that Pride & Prejudice aren't the only movies out there that do this, but it just seems to aggravate me above all the others. I can't understand why either. There is nothing different about it. It is the same old love story that thousands of other movies have, but what makes Pride & Prejudice so different? I don't know why I am asking anybody who reads this because how could you (whoever you are) possibly know if I don't? Not to be offensive ^^;

 

I just needed to go on a ranting spree about this because it’s been way too long since I’ve watched it (only three weeks) and it was high time I expressed my views. If you haven’t seen it, I’m sorry if I spoiled it for you, but it is a lovely movie! I advise everyone to watch it!